| Oct. 13th, 2005 @ 10:34 pm LIFE... |
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Current Mood:  contemplative
Current Music: broken sound-NFG
Ill warn you know,this could be long
So here I am,typing how my life is at the moment and my many thoughts on all different matters so i might explain how different aspects of life are at the moment in their own category.
General Life- General life at the moment pretty much couldnt be any better,I've got a stable job,a bunch of friends that probably are better than anyone,I get to go out whenever i want,Parents that you couldnt get any better and ive got music that i really do love.But even with all that,theres still some things i want but cant have right now.
Friends life- What more can i say with the friends i've got at the moment,they're more amazing than i could have ever asked for in friends.Some ive known for years and some ive only known for a few months,but all of them have amazing qualities that you dont find in people very much.Its not often you find people who are loyal,who you would trust with your life and who you find yourself doing pretty much anything you can for.Im seriously so thankful for meeting every one of them,they make me a better person day in and day out,that much im sure.
Family Life- At the moment i couldnt ask for more than what my imediate family give me.Even though my sister lives pretty far away now,i still love her as much as a brother can.I only hope the best for her and mick in whatever happens to them in nelson bay.My mum and dad,probably the 2 most important people in my life,tehy do more for me than i could ever ask for,even though some times life gets pretty hard for them,they still do as much as humanly possible for me.Im seriously so glad to have parents that care about me,opposed to some people who dont have that,which is a pretty sad thing.Im also thankful for having loving grandparents,even though i dont talk to some that much,I know they still love me always.
Music Life- Going to hardcore shows every weekend nearly is fucking amazing.Every band ive seen lately has been pretty amazing in their own ways,Apart from some bands that just suck.I know everyone says it,but i seriously do mean it when i say music is a huge part of my life,I see bands live as much as i can,i listen to music for a minimal 3 hours a day,I know even have a tattoo of my favourite band.So im pretty stoked about music at the moment.
Negative Life - Even thought theres so many positive factors in my life,theres always negatives.Sometimes lately i get caught thinking about the fact that as much as i can do for people,they'll most likely end up caring about other people more,i dunno why i think about it,but i do,its something that will happen,theres nothing i can do,cause even though i give as much as i can,and try my best at everything,people will probably be more attracted by otehr peoples personalties opposed to mine,its a fact of life,something ill just have to live with.Another negative is that i get along fine with most girls as friends,which is still better than what i use to be like,Im still pretty shit when it comes to doing anything past friendship with them,like ive never even had a relationship with a girl,maybe i shouldnt worry about it that much,but its still something that creeps into my thoughts. |
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